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so sad suddenly. jus duno why sia. is like listen songs listen till wan cry sia. thn sobs. tinkin tt had alrdy leave pri sch for two yrs and yet no any improvement in my studies and even gettin worse thn started to worry tis and tt. ohmy. tink tt im tinkin too much. but, jus cnt stop myself frm tinkin of it. hais. times flies so fast. seriously, tis yr. im havin too much stress. my chinese had dis-prove. my maths and sci is gettin worse.sum more my passion in CO had gone. and yet, im nt workin hard. instead, i rarely study at home and feel like pon-ing cca. wad had happen to me uh? roar. sometimes, jus wanted to gave up on everything. it's like, why am i workin so hard for? i seriously miss th times when im in pri sch. everythin were so peaceful. no bitches to irritate me and blahs. but things changed in sec one. everything had changed. i had changed till tt i cnt even believe tt why i will become like tis. it's like..duno how to explain. but wad cn i do? nth but jus tolerate. and suddenly miss my grandma so much. is like in th past, i will tok to her abt my EVERYTHING but nw, she's gone. forever. and who cn i tell all my things? father? mother? they jus cnt be bother. father always nt at home and mother is always busyin with housework and sis. and i only cn depend on myself.

SO PEEPS,

pls cherish wad u hav nw. cherish it. before u lose it.