haiis...WTH...jus now hyper den now emo...bui ta han arrh...cant control feelin...who can help me???jus listenin to songs den suddenly think of lots of things...den at there thinkin all the negative thing...and hav lots of questions marks in my mind...den in the end...i criedT_T...jus thinkin tt...

wad if one day no ppl care abt me?

wad if they jus treat me lyk invisible?

no ppl care abt me?no ppl tok to me?

no ppl love me?

leave myself one person...

omg...thinkin of those questions will drive me crazy and break down...and sumtime will have a thought tt..."why i jus kinda go die...den dun nid to think everything and nth will happen"...it was lyk very things happen in a second...and make me cant accpect it...and i jus feel lyk usin penknife and cut myself again...and mayb i will feel better...

hu can understand me...hu had saw my another side of my life...i might be strong in front of you guys...but sumtime i will break down too...

no ppl will understand me...even my parents...no ppl will noe wad i nid the most...