Todae sibei despo sia no swimming then online then got two person keep complaning to me and one of them ask me to kill her but they didnt noe tat i also veri sian and despo lor they thought tat they are the want who are the most despo but they didnt noe that i am the most despo because i have lots of stress and homework and i hate myself to be in this world and suffer lots in both school and home and the onlytime i can relax was i am alone listening to music in my room.then today i also cut my hand but a small cut nia. i hope the next cut can lead me to the heaven and i hate myself for being human. Why i was born to be humans??? I dun wan itI dun wish to be human for next live...